[LYRICS] IA - Lost Time Memory ロスタイムメモリー 「kanji/romaji/english」

Producer: Jin
Singer: IA
Cover: Soraru

Kanji

数年経っても影は消えない　感情ばかりが募って行く
踞って一人描いていた
炎天直下　坂道の上　滲んだ僕らが歩いていた
夏の温度が目に残っていた

「構わないでよ、」「何処かへ行ってくれ」君の手を払った
「行かないよ」なんて言って君は僕の手を掴んだ
「五月蠅いな」僕はちょっとの先を振り返ずに歩いた
『本当の心は？』

「聡明」なんかじゃ前は向けない　理由が無いから腐って行く
巻き戻ってくれれば良いのにな
何年経っても僕は死なない　希望論ばかりを唱えている
当然今日も君は居ないのにさ

「構わない、死ねよ、死ねよ」って手首を握って、ただ呪って
何も出来ないでただ、のうのうと人生を貪った
「夏が夢を見せるのなら、君を連れ去る前へ」なんて
照れ隠しした日々が　空気を照らして脳裏を焦がしていく

18歳になった少年　また何処かで待っていたんだ
カゲボウシ滲む姿を思い出して
炎天下に澄んだ校庭　笑っていた君が今日も
「遊ぼうよ」って言ってユラユラ揺れた

「心配です」と不器用な顔　隣人なんかには解んないさ
悲しそうなフリをしないでくれ
朦朧、今日も不自然でいよう　昨日のペースを守っていよう
君の温度を忘れない様に

叶わない夢を願うのならいっそ掠れた過去を抱いて
覚めない夢を見よう　当然の様に閉じ篭って
「それじゃあ、明日も見えないままですよ？」
それならそれで良いさ
つまらない日々を殺す様に手を染め、『一人』を選ぶから

18歳、腐った少年　また今日も祈ってたんだ
色めいた君の笑顔にしがみついて
炎天下に「どうかいっそ連れてってくれよ」なんて
呟いて息を静かに止めた

「聞こえていますか」と声が消えた
理由もなんだか解っていた
夏の温度に手を伸ばしていた

炎天下、願った少年　「あの頃」に立っていたんだ
夏めく君の笑顔は変わらなくて
「死んじゃった。ごめんね」なんて
「『サヨウナラ』しようか」なんて
寂しいこと言わないで　往かないで
カゲボウシがそんな僕を見つめていたんだ

Romaji

Suunen tatte mo kage wa kienai
Kanjou bakari ga tsunotteiku
Uzukumatte hitori egaiteita

Enten chokka, sakamichi no ue
Nijinda bokura ga aruiteita
Natsu no ondo ga me ni nokotteita
"Kamawanaide yo,"

"Doko ka e ittekure" kimi no te wo haratta
"Ikanai yo" nante itte kimi wa boku no te wo tsukanda
"Urusai na" boku wa chotto no saki wo furikaezu ni aruita
[Hontou no kokoro wa?]

"Soumei" nanka ja mae wa mukenai
Riyuu ga nai kara kusatteiku
Maki modotte kurereba ii no ni na

Nannen tatte mo boku wa shinanai
Kibou-ron bakari wo tonaeteiru
Touzen, kyou mo kimi wa inai no ni sa
"Kamawanai,

Shine yo, shine yo" tte tekubi wo
Nigitte, tada norotte
Nani mo dekinai de tada nounou to
Jinsei wo musabotta

"Natsu ga yume wo miseru no nara, kimi wo
tsuresaru mae e" nante
Terekakushi shita hibi ga kuuki wo terashite
Nouri wo kogashiteiku

Juu-hassai ni natta shounen
Mata doko ka de matteita nda
KAGEBOUSHI nijimu sugata wo
omoidashite

Entenka ni sunda koutei
Waratteita kimi ga kyou mo
"Asobou yo" tte itte
Yurayura yureta

"Shinpai desu" to bukiyou na kao
Rinjin nanka ni wa wakannai sa
Kanashi sou na furi wo shinaide kure

Mourou, kyou mo fushizen de iyou
Kinou no PE-SU wo mamotte iyou
Kimi no ondo wo wasurenai you ni

Kanawanai yume wo negau no nara isso
Kasureta kako wo daite
Samenai yume wo miyou
Touzen no you ni tojikomotte

"Sore jaa, asu mo mienai mama desu yo?"
Sore nara sore de ii sa
Tsumaranai hibi wo korosu you ni te wo somete
[Hitori] wo erabu kara

Juu-hassai, kusatta shounen
Mata kyou mo inotteta nda
Iromeita kimi no egao ni
Shigamitsuite

Entenka ni "Douka isso
Tsuretettekure yo" nante
Tsubuyaite iki wo shizuka ni tometa

(Aa modoranu, ano hi wa,
itakute, dare ka tsureteite aa)

"Kikoete imasu ka" to
Koe ga kieta
Riyuu mo nandaka wakatteita
Natsu no ondo ni te wo nobashiteita

Entenka, negatta shounen
"Ano koro" ni tatteita nda
Natsumeku kimi no egao wa
Kawaranakute

"Shinjatta. Gomen ne" nante
"[Sayounara] shiyou ka" nante
Sabishii koto iwanaide
Ikanaide

KAGEBOUSHI ga sonna boku wo
Mitsumeteita nda

English

Even after years, the shadow doesn't fade;

It only invites more emotions
I crouched, and I drew alone

Under a blazing sun, on a hilly road,
We walked, blurry figures,
The summer heat in our eyes

"Don't mind me,"
"Just go off somewhere,"
And I brushed your hand away

"Don't go,"
You said to me,
And grabbed mine back

"You're so annoying!"
I walked a little bit ahead,
Without looking back

"What's your real heart?"

With things like "wisdom," I can't look forward;
There's no reason, so I keep rotting
If only things could be wound back...

As many years pass, I won't die,
Always proclaiming hopeful ideas,
Even though naturally, you're still not here...

Saying "I don't care, go die, go die,"
I grab my wrist and curse

I can't do anything, so I just casually
Indulge in life

"If the summer can show us dreams,
Let's go to before you were taken away..."

The days I hid out of shame light up the air,
Scorching my mind...

A boy at the age of 18
Waited somewhere again
It's a blurry silhouette, but
He remembers the shape

On a campus clear under a blazing sun,
You were smiling again
Again you said "let's play,"
And gently swayed...

"I'm worried," says an awkward face
Some neighbor wouldn't understand;
Stop pretending to be so sad

Let's keep living faint and unnaturally today,
Let's keep to yesterday's pace,
So I won't forget your warmth...

If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true,
Then I'll just embrace the hurt past,
And have a dream I won't wake up from

As if naturally, I secluded myself...
"So you can't even see tomorrow, then?"
I'm perfectly fine with that...

I stain my hands to kill off the boring days,
Because I chose to be "alone"...

A rotten, 18-year-old youth
Was praying another day
Your colorful smile still
Clings to him...

To the blazing sun I muttered, "Just take me with you, somehow";
And my breath quietly stopped...

The voice of "Can you hear me?" vanished,
And I somehow understood the reason
I reached out to the summer warmth...

Under the blazing sun, a youth
Had wished to stand in the "then"
Your summery smile still
Was unchanging...

"I died. I'm sorry," you say;
"Shall I say "goodbye"?", you say;
Don't say such lonely things, don't go away
The silhouettes stood by,
And they watched me...

Romaji Credit: bethygauw @youtube
Translation Credit: VGHime